Brownie update: I decided to put the batter in the oven at 175 degrees idc. I will be so disappointed if they don't cook even a little.
Last summer, my mom and I had different clientele. For the record we sell food from our home so it's nothing official haha. But for some reason there was this one person who I got randomly infatuated with. I feel like this post and the last are exposing me a lot but whatever :P. I don't even know what it was! I think it's exactly for the same reasons as my current victim but the difference is that I actually interact with my current crush way more and that can be bad for me (mental health). Anyway, I rarely interacted with him and that made it like more interesting somehow. Looking back, I still don't know what I saw in him, lol. Let's see..... back then I thought he was so handsome and I liked his voice a lot but now that I heard him again after a while he sounds like any other regular guy. I was genuinely so infatuated though that I bothered my poor friends about him so much. It'd be almost daily texts of him and the tiniest interaction. They always tell me about how I have horrible taste and after my last boyfriend they demand to see any new crush for approval now 😖
I remember he came over for a carne asada once and he was telling us about missing his family and wanting to go back or bring them over and I was so delusional that I convinced myself that he was speaking about his parents or siblings. I later found out that it was a wife and kids he missed 💔 The worst part is that as each day went by, the infatuation got stronger that it was hard to hide. One time when I was handing him his food, I couldn't help but keep blushing and avoiding eye contact and WORSE smiling a little. I think he noticed... I saw it in his face a little....... and I can't believe I'm actually putting this on here but I think even my mom noticed because when he called to pick up his food I giggled and got up fast ;w; after that, she kind of just trash talked him when she hadn't really done that before so. I don't want any confirmation on either, though.
After a while, I didn't really see him anymore so the crush went away. I'm still really embarrassed that he probably figured out that I liked him, though. But he was really nice to me! He even cared and asked about me when I got sick and couldn't speak to our clients once. He was also 32. I sort of never want to see him again but at the same time I do!
Also, it's been almost an hour and the brownies have cooked a little so that's something..
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