So...

 Of course I didn't forget about my excellent blog. I just do not know how much I want to expose. I also want to keep it cute and all but I am a 20 year old living in a ghetto area who can only hang out with ghetto immigrant Mexican men (nobody else lives here). Nothing too cute about my actual life, lol. Well, these past few monthssss... I've lost some weight so that's nice, though I am trying to bake some brownies rn but the oven won't go past 175 degrees. Maybe that is a sign, ha. I've been working with my mom more and there is this one client we have that I think is a little cute hehe.. I've befriended him a little, he always responds to my dumb questions and he's the only person who's willing to play KOF with me. My only issue is that he drinks a lot and has a player past but I don't know... I don't even know why I sort of like him maybe it's because I haven't interacted with anyone aside my mom since high school. (Did a semester of college but had to stop for now so..) I am in my supposed prime time for going out, meeting people, partying although I do not like parties, and so on but I am just in my house not doing much aside work because I don't even know I just live in a ghetto area. Anyways, I think that if I knew a decent person my age then I wouldn't have even talked or taken interest in this said person but here we are. 

Well, let me think... despite him not being my "type" at least when it comes to men, he is nice to me and helps me out a lot. I think he's a good person too despite his past mistakes and he can be sort of cute. How can a grown man act cute?? Sometimes adults can be cute in a certain way, even just generally!! He is shorter than me haha even though I prefer a man to at least be my height, it's cute how small he is. He had somewhat long hair but he cut it 💔 This is all embarrassing to type out and post but at least it is only me who actually checks this blog. Thanks to him, I've realized that maybe I do like broad shoulders! Ah well, I do not know if I am obvious when I crush on someone or not but he did tell me that he only likes to date people his age because anyone younger deserves to still go out and explore and not be chained to someone older. Especially because he just wants to get married already :(. I think that it's nice that he isn't attracted to people younger than him but :(((. It's only a five year age gap.

Him aside, my sister came to stay with us for a while but she got her own place again. My other sister also graduated from an ivy league but I don't wanna put super personal stuff about her on here but I can say that she is now ready for law school!!! My neighbors son and other neighbors daughter have also graduated but from high school. That boy really got a camaro as a grad gift...